Wake Up- A Poem

Velvet reels show me the colorsUnique, unexplained.That’s the reason why I refuse to wake upFrom the dream where flowers rained. Why do I feel so attached nowAfter I’ve broken them?Why, when I wake up at lastThey don’t ever look the same? When a cat dies there, I feel separationFrom a loved one who loves me

Crushed!

I’m allowed to weep. So, I weep. I weep in darkness and in silence. I weep calling upon God. I want my crying heard but by nobody. I want my reddened eyes noticed but by nobody. At one point last year, I had been loved and wanted by three women at once. And I couldn’t

Overachieved!

God tests people with different attributes and events throughout a lifetime. I’ve been tested with pseudo-intellect my entire life and I’m still under the same scrutiny which boggles my mind to this day. I can’t seem to wrap my head around as to why I’ve been chosen for such a path. Well, sometimes, I can-

Collar/Noise of Silence- A Poem

My voice deserves a repulsionAt night, a poisonous convulsionAsks me for a steady conversionAvoiding the known diversions. Man eats himselfI’m no differentI had stored my conscience up on a shelfWaiting beneath on the count to end. But now I’m here- six breaths too muchAlready feared- circling around suchLurking wrong, long in the deep endEveryone waivers,

The Appalled Poem

Heavens are calling But I’m not falling. I keep stalling Eternity- appalling. ~ Ithmam Hami, 12th October, 2022, 11.07 pm